I am getting ready to go out and about today and realized that it is with some trepidation because of the uncertainty over whether to wear my mask. I realize that without it I feel rather undressed and naked and at the same time I feel relieved to not have to wear it everywhere. I feel a sense of real freedom.
I understand that my grocery store and drugstore still require a mask and that is fine. I have a stash in the car that will be ready wherever I need one. I always felt strange, and people stared at me in the flu season when I was wearing a mask. Something tells me that this will no longer be the case.
This is one of those days that I hardly feel like I have COPD. I am reminded by the sound of the POC humming in the hip bag as Inogen calls it. I call it a fanny pack because a hip bag sounds too much like a nickel bag or some other negative connotation. I have completed my morning exercise and feel well-rested and revived after what I thought was a good night’s sleep. My Fitbit agrees that I had a good night’s sleep. I seldom get an excellent night’s sleep according to Fitbit.
Any time though that “so tired that I cannot take another step” feeling may hit me. Just when I think that I have learned to pace myself and start feeling good about how things are going that feeling hits me out of the blue. I have now determined that maybe the reason that this happens is that I have let my guard down and am no longer pacing myself. When I get all of this figured out, I will let you know. In the meantime, you could send me your thoughts on the issue.
I hope that you have a great day and take care of yourself.
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