As I was driving to pick up a friend to help me do some work this morning, I noticed that the leaves have faded, but they are still beautiful. The oaks and maples are basically the only leaves left, so a little punch of that vibrant red, but not much. The darker reds, burgundy, and brownish burgundy still paint the mountainsides. They are particularly beautiful against a plot of pines. I mentioned this to my friend, and he said yes, they just look a little faded.
This made me think about myself, aging and COPD. I am a little slower, but I still move. I can accomplish a lot in a day if I do not get into too big of a hurry and just “keep on keepin on.” I also mused that I used to work all day and then come home and do the things that now take me most of the day. I have been a little hard on myself in this category lately.
There is nothing wrong with slow and I can appreciate the birds, squirrels, and chipmunks that play in the yard. I revel at the beautiful sunsets and sunrises that I can see through my windows almost daily. I have become more grateful than I have been in the past. I have COPD, but I am so much better off than many that I see when I go out and about. I am grateful to still be able to do the things that I love, though at a slower pace. Be grateful and just “keep on keepin on.” Maybe I am a little faded due to age and disease, but I am still okay.
I, too, am not the same as I once was. And, that is okay! The feeling of accomplishment is marvelous and self-fulfilling! I do get quite alot done in a day, and I always have time to take time out to enjoy the simple things life has to offer. The birds and squirrels, my garden, my pets…
I always say “keep on going”! We do the best we can. We can’t do any better than that!
I see how alot of leaves here are brown and crumbling, but I also see the bright yellow and the green leaves awaiting change. The sunshine shining brightly on those yellow leaves is gorgeous!
Take the time to enjoy the little things. Every day. Those little things will leave you with a big smile!